Monday, March 31, 2014

Reading at Luna Negra, Mission Cultural Center, March 26, 2014





BLUE in the CIRCLE of CONSCIOUSNESS



very in love at eighteen 
my grandmother Mimi
was married in a blue dress
wearing blue glass beads
blue like her eyes
like these forget-me-nots 
blooming everywhere here 
and it’s these flowers 
that make me think of her dress 
and of her eyes and if I continue
I could bring in the sky 
were it not a rainy day and gray 
but still
thoughts and heart
are connected of course
in the great circle of consciousness
and were Mimi alive today
I would decorate her hair 
with these pretty little flowers 
and she would praise their sweet
prettiness and then fall into 
a kind of flower-rapture 
all dreamy-like
oh my look at the pink of these azaleas 
wouldn’t they make a lovely dress . . .
only to snap out of it abruptly
to ask me (once again) 
if I believed in God
but instead of feeling squirmy 
like I used to
I’d tell her I believe 
in these forget-me-nots
which are one and the same—

blue like your wedding dress 
Mimi
your beads
your eyes (and mine)

blue like god if that’s
the color you choose


Many thanks to Adrian Arias for this photo!
The poem I am reading is for my grandmother Mimi and is included in my book
I Just Wear Wings - collected poems of an aspiring mystic
available at book stores or by ordering from Small Press Distribution: http://www.spdbooks.org/Search/Default.aspx?SearchTerm=I+Just+Wear+My+Wings






Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Title poem from my book RADIANCE


Radiance
. . . each time a human being’s desire-energy leaves his body, 
and goes out into the hills or forest, the desire-energy 
whispers to the ear as it leaves: “You know, one day you’ll die.”
                                                                                     Robert Bly
                                                                        News of the Universe





To this undulant end of land,
washed into drumming caves below me by the sea,
I come to watch the sun leave.

The ebbing light makes all around me swell
with colors of parting intensity:
the purple asters glow like sea urchins;
the stems of the faded thrifts seem to bleed.

The pelicans, seagulls, and terns are not moved
as I am to a certain lovely sadness in this hour—
they swoop and glide and feed.

I think of what Bly wrote in his book
on poems of twofold consciousness.
I like where he says the whispered words are good
(even if the message makes you mourn)
because they mean a certain consciousness in nature
has connected with the same awareness awake in you—
though I’ve never heard those words whispered to me
in moments of profound beauty.

My melancholy is born, I believe,
from my inability to dissolve completely and become
the indescribable radiance of this beauty.

        


Friday, June 22, 2012

from the recently released anthology OCCUPY SF—poems from the movement

www.occupyanthology.com
FLORA AND FAUNA
Occupy California
Virginia Barrett

Point Reyes National Seashore


The field mustard
is occupying the land
of the historic ranch
with a brilliant banner
of yellow—urging an early
American Spring.

Crows, in their black,
Zen monk robes, stand
atop the fence posts
and impart:
            “let flowers grow
            in all our hearts.”

Having survived
an earlier eviction,
the Tule Elk graze
on the hillsides
            of loving undulations
above the rousing surf.

Cows, black and white,
conscientiously chew the cud
of the indigestible news
while in Tomales Bay
the oysters form pearls
to pay for better schools.

Mountain lions organize
in the night, stealing
it back from the monopoly
of electric lights,
           
                        (and the stars are staging a sit-in).

                                    Coyotes circle
                        to devour
            the corporate carnage
in the misty rain
that is washing
this earthly paradise,
                                    this California,

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

A Night at the Cedar Tavern with Tom


I had the honor to read at the closing of the Tom Schultz art exhibit at Art Space 712 in San Francisco on Sunday 16. I met Tom in his studio the day before but was introduced to him via speaker phone several nights before that, as he rambled in conversation with Bobby Coleman. It was a privilege to pen this work! Art and revolution, yeah. It was also an honor to read on the same bill with Jack Hirschman, Agneta Falk, and Bobby Coleman with great sax playing by George Long.


A NIGHT at the CEDAR TAVERN with TOM

The activity of the artist makes him less socially conditioned and more human. It is then that he is disposed to revolution. Society stands against anarchy; the artist stands for the human against society; society therefore treats him as an anarchist.
                                            Robert Motherwell, “Beyond the Aesthetics”
                                            Design 47, no 8, April 1946, pp. 38-39


Hearing your voice on speaker phone I can imagine
nights in Manhattan at the Cedar, 24 University Place,
in the decade leading up to my birth in that same city
where O’Hara wrote: the tough Rocky’s eaves/ hit the sea”—
the talk of de Kooning, Kline, Motherwell, Reinhardt, Rothko,
Pollack and you too, Tom, hunkering down at the bar
after hitting your canvas straight on all day to furious strains
of bebop: Monk, Mingus, Coltrane. Your idiom takes me back
to my father’s era like the word “joint” for a place to go and be,
as The Cedar gave space to voice visions, radical and free, breaking
through the figurative boundaries of what there was to say,
and how to say it with colors, shapes, gestures, words, rhythms . . .
A communal room of painters and poets, a watering hole
where gathered all the great art animals after solitude in the studio
roaming the wild savannas of abstract expression—
            there were cheap drinks, no tourists or middle-class squares.

If only all the history in those walls of the bar could have been recorded,
before the building was demolished, in that neighborhood downmarket
and dangerous in those days two months before I was born uptown
to never know any of it until now—nearly 50 years later on the West coast—
through you Tom, a true artist to have survived unwavering in your art,
                                    “unconquered by stone, by glass, by greed, by madness..”

I hear your rolling banter with Bobby, who gently urges you on
as you talk while eating and drinking with the unrestrained gusto
of an older man, a gutsy guy with soul, who has lived through whatever
one needs to do to stay inspired, reinventing everyday—revelations
revealed in the process itself. You ramble through your memories
while never losing sight of what it is you believe in now:
            “Americans are dumb about what our own government does.
            We need a 3rd party, we shouldn’t give it up we should do
            everything we can. We’ve killed a million people in Iraq.
            Afghanistan is the longest war ever for this country.
            The president after World War II warned us, he warned us Bobby,
            mother fuckers making money off of killing people,
            you know what I mean?”
You flow on, and I can almost hear lines of Micheline.
                                    All people are enslaved
                                    I tell you
                                    I tell you
                                    in these modern times
            “It’s a war machine,”
                                    the people are so nervous
                                    the people are so ill at ease
                                    in these modern times
            “a war machine, Bobby . . . you know what I mean?”
                                    people don’t believe

You take another bite, a swig and chew while Bobby gives me a knowing glance,
            “Were there,” he asks, a playful grin coming over him,
            “any women on the scene?” I sit on the couch, knitting a scarf by his side.
                       
            “Yes and no,” you say, your mouth still full of food, “no . . . really,
            it was mostly macho dudes, but Elaine de Kooning was there, she was tough.
            You had to be tough . . . yeah.”

And Bobby looks at me again while I think that even if I had been born on time
I would not have made the cut, to be tough enough for such a raw, historic happening.
All the smoking and drinking, Kerouac pissing in ashtrays, Pollack kicking in doors,
all the crazy carousing . . . and so I want to thank you Tom, for unknowingly giving me
one night in the bar with all the vivid, spontaneous boys, an evening stretched large
on the canvas of time still alive in you who does not linger in the past
but keeps on defying the sickening system of complacency—
                                                                                    a truth seer through all the lies.

The making of art is an anarchist’s act, diving into the unknown each day,
a bold-stroked image of the seeking soul, defeating the machine
with human abstractions of passion.
                                               
                                                Yeah, Tom, we know what you mean.

                                   












Thursday, December 30, 2010

MONEY IS A CIRCUS SHOW

MONEY IS A CIRCUS SHOW


A homeless population equivalent to the size of Los Angeles is
unacceptable, and with over five times as many empty houses,  
we have not only a moral obligation but also an economic         
imperative to come up with a creative way to fix this travesty.
                                                  Richard “Skip” Bronson
                                                  The Huffington Post, August 25, 2010


Living in Zimbabwe once,
I read in the paper that the Reserve Bank
had run out of currency in the capital of Harare.
No one could withdraw funds because the bank
had no bills. This went on for days until the government
had the Munich company under contract print more,
which was actually just one small step toward what eventually drove
the economy into absolute ruins so that by July 2008
the official inflation rate was reported to be 2.2 million percent.

“What?” I asked myself at the time.
How does the bank of a country's capital simply run out of currency?
How can you just print more legal tender? 
Given the situation, I thought that handing out herds of mombe
might have momentarily eased the plight—
cows remain a highly valued commodity in Shona culture . . .

                     yeah, I was waxing with disdain at the time
                     but it got me thinking. And now I think we should all return
                     to more of a barter system because banks and their lending and
                     their paper money are a farce. When bungled and corrupt,
                     the true circus of modern economics comes to town
                     with all its shabby tricks. Everyone just ends up
                     stuck in their seats holding greasy bags of popcorn—
                     to lengthen the metaphor—listening to the stout man
                     with the bullhorn direct our interests
                     because we are not in charge of our own show.

Zimbabwe has now completely abandoned
its dollar in favor of foreign currency, but I’m not really talking
about Zimbabwe in this poem. The underlying travesty
of money controls the world, just in varying degrees
of transparency—and, like chained bears ambling
on two legs for our trainers we are all part of the awful act.

Time to shut-down the lousy spectacle, but leave the tents up
                                                               for those in need of shelter.




Monday, December 20, 2010

FULL MOON POEMS


These short poems were written in the span of a few hours while staring at a gorgeous full moon one September in Maine not too long ago . . .
Posted in celebration of our Winter Solstice full moon and eclipse. I remember watching a full lunar eclipse one winter in Taos, New Mexico . . . it was very cold outside, snow all around. but I was able to lie on the end of my bed in the little adobe casita and watch the moon get swallowed and then reappear . . . magical.


LOVE POEMS to THE MOON
                                    five variations

1.

In the absence of my lover,
I invite the moon to bed.
She comes, trailing her shimmering skirt
through the bay.  Our first kiss
illuminates the sky—
the love of night awakes.


2.

No sleep for me tonight, I'm making love with the moon!

We're crazy about each other can't you see?

Our bodies fill the night with an exquisite delight.

3.

Full moon I love you!
You fill my face with gentle light
like a lover's kiss: receptive and full.

Full moon I love you!
You fill my heart with mystery
like a lover unveiling: each time vulnerable and new.

Full moon I love you!
You fill my soul with a balanced sight
like a lover leading me: oh dark hours of life…


4.

I want to be
vulnerable with you,
but vulnerable like
this full moon is with the night—
utterly opening herself
with amorous light.

5.

I am always a being of divine light

            (even in the darkest hours)

like this full moon shining over me
           
            (and in me)

guiding precious night.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Night with the Revolutionary Poet's Brigade at the Beat Museum


We had a great evening at The Beat Museum! Though I don't often write political, somewhat rant poems, this one was born out of an article Miguel Robles posted on his Facebook wall last week or so.
FYI: "pinche," is a Mexican slang word (again, complements of Miguel),  in this case meaning fucking.



I HEAR YOU LIKE PRISONS, SENATOR PEARCE

                        Arizona State Sen. Russell Pearce says the bill (SB 1070) was his idea.
                        He says it's not about prisons. It's about what's best for the country.
                                                “Prison Economics Help Drive Arizona Immigration Law”
                                                by Laura Sullivan


NPR claims that you made a deal with the private prison industry
to help pass and draft the law. Demanding documents from anyone
on the street could lead to endless arrests, keeping new prisons filled for years.

Your website slogan says:
For faith, family and freedom above all else.
            What kind of faith do you follow that banishes others?
            What kind of families can there be if innocent parents are jailed?
            What kind of freedom does racial profiling bring?

            “They’re illegal,” you say, “and they have no right to be marching down
            our streets. They have no constitutional rights.”

If only all the “illegal” people were marching down the streets—
marching in protest, demanding to be treated as fellow human beings.
But they’re too busy working, simply trying to survive, unlike you
Mr. Senator who, from your pictures, appears to have no want of food.
           
And Senator Pearce, I also hear that you want to start charging
undocumented parents school fees for their children born on US soil.
Indeed, this might be better than holding bake sales to make up for the dismal
amount state governments spend on public education in the first place.

Oh yeah, and why don’t we just go ahead and erase the 14th amendment
from the constitution as you’ve suggested, Senator Pearce, then everyone
can be a citizen of nowhere in particular; we can all just live together here
as equals since even the Native Americans emigrated to this land at one time
when there were no man-made borders or arbitrary green cards—
if anything, being the first generations born here, they should be asking
everyone else for papers. Where did your family come from?

You are all about laws Senator Pearce, but laws are just made-up rules.
                        R is for Rules, a letter we should deport from your name,
                        or R is for Raging Racist perhaps?
                                               
Without the R we’d be left with Peace—
none of your pinche prisons needed.